SpicyScoops | Sacrifices.

It's not easy for me to pen my thoughts nowadays.

I realized as my readership grows, my natural voice gradually fades. What I really want to say becomes a little more restrictive; a little more pretentious, knowing that it would eventually be read by someone, someday and by somebody that actually matters. Thus, I've held my stance that if I can't truthfully write about something, I'd simply not.

Suffice to say, I miss writing - you know, creative writing on just about anything. Splattering some ink on this big white space of mine, somehow soothes my nerves and calms my mind - trust me, it does. And today, I had the urge to write about a topic which have been bothering me of late, for the past couple of months to say the least.

Stemming from a decision that I'd once thought was the best for me, turned out to be a blooper, and I'm suffering from an overrun of that now.

When I think about it, like seriously think about it, it's seriously disappointing.

Having said that, I have to constantly remind myself, why I made that choice in the first place, further reiterated by many close friends of mine. Look at the bigger picture, they always say.

This is all part of a journey to make my dream a reality. A dream that I believe, will be worthwhile making all the little sacrifices along the way. I think I'm getting there but not quite just yet.

Is now a good time?